August 23, 2020 “Is God's Eternity the Eternity You Expected?” Ron Moore Messenger
21 weeks and
God has given us just barely a clue every day as to what to do next. At least
we know we are to pray and wait on the Lord and be of good courage. We are to
seek the Lord diligently, serve faithfully, and obey quickly…We have enough
goodness in our lives to praise and give God thanks every hour and we are human
enough to need to repent every day.
Today, we
are blessed to have as our messenger Ron Moore, husband, a father, a
grandfather, a servant of God who has been faithful and inspirational throughout
the years. Listen to the words of life as he shares a testimony from his walk
with God.
First, let’s listen prayerfully to this musical selection.
Good
morning. First I would like to say that God speaks to us at times in unexpected
ways.
If I were to
ask all of my fellow believers; what are your beliefs about Heaven and
Eternity?
Your answers
most likely would be quite diverse, since none of us have direct knowledge,
just perceptions of God’s promises that we have read in Biblical text.
This Message
is based on my perceptions that started with a dream. Early this year I had a dream, a very vivid
dream. In that dream I had died and was standing at the door to Heaven. The door,
large and massive, skinned in bronze with writing tooled into the bronze in a
language that was foreign to me. The door had no door handles or knobs just a
large knocker. So I just did what came natural when you are at a door and want
to enter. I just knocked. Almost
immediately the door was opened and without words the host motioned for me to
enter. The host led me into a room with a large wooden table surrounded by
wooden chairs. 12 people were seated around the table apparently waiting for
whatever came next. Some appeared anxious, while some appeared to be at peace.
As I observed, one by one the guide would enter, whisper something into the ear
of a person, and then minutes later re-enter the room and guide the person out.
People were entering and exiting from the same door.
This is how my Facilities Management brain was observing … One door! One route of egress.. this is really unsafe and against most building codes. No Emergency Lighting.. another violation. No fire extinguisher.. another.
Then I was
getting bored No Music…Nothing to read…
No TV… how will I entertain myself? This
wooden chair is really starting to hurt my butt… NO snacks… I’m starting to get
hungry.. I hope this is not what I will be doing for eternity. ( go figure,
what should have been my happiest hour, and I was acting like the sermon was
too long)
The guide
then enters the room walks up to me and whispers into my ear “your next, time to confess your sins to
your God.” And then makes it a point
to tell me “Your worst sin needs to be
first”. WHAT!!
Startled, I
wake up in an absolute panic from this Vivid dream still trying to think; what
do I, what would I, what should I say to that question. Friends, when do we even come face to face
with our mortality?
Little did I
know, just a few months later, I would be fighting for my life and making my
peace with God for real and not in a dream.
It started
March 17th after lunch I had
pain in my gut and thought perhaps I just ate too fast. Overnight the pain just
seemed to get worse, perhaps it was another kidney stone, they are painful and
I have had them in the past. The pain continued so I made the first appointment
that I could get with my family doctor at 7:30 am the next morning. The pain became unbearable that evening and
at 2:30 am I was off to the hospital alone by ambulance. Great, the last place
I wanted to be, alone at a hospital in the middle of this wretched pandemic. When they asked me my pain level 1 to 10 at
the hospital, I told them 13!! After
some blood work and a Cat Scan they informed me that the surgeon was on his way
to perform an emergency appendectomy as soon as he arrived and that the
operating room is already waiting.
As they prepped me for the surgery, I knew
that I was really sick. Sick enough that I felt that it was important to make
my peace with God. I knew that I was alone but never felt alone. I was just glad that God was there to comfort
me. Listen my friends to God’s word.
John 14:27 Peace I leave with
you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let
your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
It was now time to surrender to His will and give all control of this
situation to him. Not the time to make more empty promises to him like “ If you
help me with this, I will do that for you”. The only thing I could say to God
was “I’m Sorry”. I’m Sorry for not being
a better husband, I’m Sorry for not being a better father, I’m Sorry for not
being a better friend, and I’m Sorry for not doing what I know He wants from
me.
I
don’t remember drifting off exactly but I do remember the tune I was singing.
Robert Lowry
wrote a Gospel song almost a century and a half ago that has become a classic.
Lowry described God's power to forgive this way:
"What
can wash away my sin? Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
What can
make me whole again? Nothing but the blood of Jesus.
Oh!
precious is the flow; That makes me white as snow;
No other
fount I know, Nothing but the blood of Jesus."
The surgery
lasted 1 hour and a half. That must have been in dog years because it only felt
like I just blinked. I felt great but they said “ that it is only because I’m
still under anesthesia” and that “ I will feel much worse after it wears off”. I
was also informed that the risk now is controlling the infection because my
appendix had burst and most of the surgical time was spent cleaning up the
site. If my fever goes away and stays away that would be a good sign. The next
day the fever was gone and they were ready to send me home. They had me call my
wife to come and pick me up. However just as Barb was arriving at the hospital,
my temperature started to rise. This was a bad sign and it became much worse.
Hour by hour my temperature continued to rise and when it approached 105 degrees I went into AFIB. I was really feeling bad, my heart was racing and doing flip flops. I think my check engine light must have come on because everyone was racing into the room asking me if I was having chest pain. I can’t totally recall all of the corrective measures that they were performing at that time but I do recall having an EKG performed. Gradually the fever started going down as well as my pulse rate and another EKG was performed.
In the morning a cardiologist walked
into my room, introduced himself, told me he knew my daughter Nicole, and that
he wants to consult in on my case. What case I asked? He then showed me the two
EKG’s, one during the event and one after the event, and told me that they are
different. He explained that they should not be different and that it may be an
indication that there is something wrong. He stated that he would like to do a
Heart Catheterization to find out for certain one way or the other. I have to
tell you that this was the last thing I even wanted to think about while I was
trying to fight off and survive the infection. He and my daughter did a great job
convincing me that the catheterization was necessary to rule out any damage
from the night before. It was scheduled and the catheterization was performed
the next day.
Little did I know the heart
catheterization, what it found, and subsequently repaired was the true blessing
of this whole nightmarish event. They discovered a 99% blockage in my right
coronary artery and a 94% blockage in my left descending artery. This was the true
blessing; both were discovered and corrected before causing any damage to my
heart. As I expressed when I started this message, God speaks to us at times in unexpected
ways.
My hope for
this message is that it changes your perception of God’s Eternity. My perception of Eternity has changed because
of one dream and enlightened by one health event. I can now say, no longer does
my vision of eternity start with my entrance into Heaven. I’m
living in eternity right now. Even though my surroundings will change the
day I leave this earth, I won't be any more "real" than I am right
now. I actually entered eternity when God created me in my mother's womb.
Solomon
wrote, "God has made everything beautiful in
its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom
what God has done from beginning to end." (Ecclesiastes 3:11)
Living your
life on earth with an eye on eternity is not a means of escaping reality.
Instead, it is living with your eyes wide open and your mind fully engaged on
what is truly real and eternal.
I Pray
God’s love and His peace will be with you all in your times of need. Amen.
Let us Pray:
God of dreams
and all things mysterious, how we you lift us up on eagle’s wings and carry us
to safe places, lead us to still waters, and feed us with the bread of life.
Thank you for this your messenger who has brought your message for all who have
ears that would hear your still small voice and eyes that would see Jesus,
humble, meek, and mild. Grant us all courage to trust you and live for you.
We pray as you taught us to pray:Our father who art in heaven. Hallowed be thy name. Thy
kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day, our
daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass
against us, and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, for thine is
the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.
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